Hmm..bosan tul Otlichni’ dyen…cam biasa la..hari mengumpul brochure universiti dan melihat budak india terkinja-kinja anjuran dekanat..
nasib baik la at the end ada persembahan yg worth watching..
tapi yg best rasanya lepas majlis tu gi makan2 kat Shuri-Muri ngan kengkawan..
huhu..makan mmg la best kan…
p/s: tahniah kat sumer yg dapat anugerah..tak kisah la kakoi stepen..tak penting!!
Em..ni gambar gerhana matahari..amik kat kelas ruski tadi,,tak clear la ..maklumla, kamera 1.2 mp jer..pakai HP pun..
org kata mende ni magical.iyer la..bukannya jadik tiap2 ari..
tapi yg kita rasa lebih magical. Larissa visa tu tersenyum2 ari ni..jarang nampak dia senyum..
harap2 masa nak amik Visa nnti,ada gerhana bulan pulak..
Sometimes it weird to think of what the world had come into today…
A large fragment of society complained of loneliness, of not knowing about other people around them, of ignorance and to be ignored, and of isolation that long existed due to our self-made boundary. We said we miss the old time, talking to our friend.We feel disappointed, when we get an unthoughtful birthday present.When we receive a blue shirt while we dislike blue.We disappointed that our friend didnt even consider about what we like and what we dislike..And we even disappointed, that perhaps our friend never even knew about it..He might picked up the shirt on his way home, and just head to the cashier..he didnt even stop to think whether it suits us..and that, disappoint us..
But pradixocally, this is what actually happen:
Nowadays, we close our doors, we send sms, we didnt meet people and laugh, instead,we send smiley. No one rather to call anyone anymore.Why not? Its cheaper to sms!!! Then, people get too lazy to type sms, why wasting time typing some sms? and they start sending "forwarded" sms (Those with bear, or hug,or wutever"..
Is it the fact that people no longer care? or is it that people simply dont know how to care anymore?
Some people might think that if we we’re to take interest in the "little itsy-bitsy" details about our friends, then we’re being weirdo, or simply "jaga tepi kain"….and we keep all the details about ourself ..to ourself..
But wouldnt it be nice if somebody else knew that "we like blue, we dislike purple, we like punk rock,and no, we hate heavy metal,we like pink dress, and we dislike mini-skirt..
but people wont exposed that anymore, nowadays calssifying them as "personal data’"..whatever..\
and since FOREVER people keep saying about establishing a "boundary".You keep to your side, and I keep to mine.We have different regions and sphere of life. I’m not entitled to yours,and neither do you…
In the end..we might not even know about the people sitting next to us in the classroom..
So,one day ..if you feel irritated that:
-your friend being proud of you because you’re a good person
-your friend tell others that you like pink colour
-your friend share the same happiness to see your improvement (e.g braces removal) and would like everyone to know how wonderful you are right now
..if you do feel irritated because of this, ask yourself one more…
DO U REALLY DONT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT U????
ARE U UNGRATEFUL THAT SOMEONE STILL CARE & STILL WANT TO BE THERE?
DO U HATE YOUR FRIENDS WHO SHARE YOUR HAPPINESS AND SYMPATHIZE WITH YOUR SORROW??
…and if you do, you just managed to build another boundary…
Avoid Isolating other people, … it wont take long before you realise that there are no one left to be isolated..
p/s: I’m missin’ my friends..we used to tell everything to each others…no secret kept
Hmm…baru2 ni U aku ada bukak department baru
Department utk Foreing student
"Kafedra Foreinggiceskii"
Hmm..gambar ni diambik kat Kafedra Pathphysio..well, kalo dah kafedra Pekna, korang paham2 jer la kan 
Kita selalu dengar..budak2 laki cakap..
"Oit..cun la awek tu !!..etc"
Pastu reply budak pompuan
"gatal!! - sambil mengetuk kepala budak laki tu…
hhmm…
sekarang tidak lagi..
semalam..dalam masyrut..aku dan rakan2 sekelas (6 orang budak pompuan) membuktikannya
naikla seorang "jejaka rusia" (quote dari Izat-bukan nama sebenar-) dengan rambut blonde ala-ala BSB (uwek!! Adoi!!-sha marah, dia minat BSB)
hm..dari Alleya Geroev, sampai la hostel..tak abih2 diorang melirik mata kat rambut jejaka tu..hmm..dipaparkan gambarnya di bawah..agar menjadi teladan (atau inspirasi) utk sumer..wahaha
Ok..so start2 kelas jer ari ni aku bengang betul.
Ada ke patut, semata2 sebab nak mudahkan kerja dia, cikgu2 ruski tu suruh group kitorang nyanyi lagu yg cam budak2 tu..ONCE AGAIN!! aa…….tak sanggup aku tergedik2 atas pentas lagi..c’mon la..dah tua tau tak..!!
Classmate aku yg pasrah disuruh menyanyi dan menari tergedik2 di atas pentas..
So, bila kitorang cakap tanak..cikgu pun mula menunjukkan pe’el nya..here are some quotations:
One:
"Ne kto ne sprasil esli vi khatite ili net, ob etom mi uzhe reshili - No one asked u whether u would like to do it or not. We already decided that for u" - IN WHAT FUCKING COMMUNIST COUNTRY I AM LIVING IN??!!!
Two:
"Esli vi ne khatite pmogat nam’..kharasho..u vsekh est prava…no esli est takaya sluchaino, kagda vam nuzhni nas pamoch, na premer na ekzamen, i mi pakazhem nash kharakter..nu..panimaete da - If you dont want to help us, then fine..Everyone have their own right..but if it will come to a situation,where you might need our help, for example in exam, and we decided to "show u our character" ..then I suppose you would understand - OK, AND NOW I WAS THREATEN (SPECIFICALLY MY EXAM RESULT)…FOR DISAGREEING TO SING SOME STUPID FOLK SONGS???!!! ARE U OUT OF YOUR MIND OLD LADY?? I SUGGEST U TAKE YOUR OLD-HAGGING-TO-THE-FLOOR-ASS UP TO THE STAGE..AND TRY TO SHAKE THEM WHILE SINGING "UMARILAS! UMARILAS!!" Then we’ll see "your true character"..
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so I was so hot ..that once I return to the hostel, I went straight to the kitchen and start making Belgian waffles (oh..that’s me..I think its more useful to do something constructive with our anger than get drunk somewhere like this russian people "character"..whatever..)
I’m so damn angry, I made enough waffles for 20+ people
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The ending of the story is quite a paradox..
while I was making the waffle, Raja came to me, and said..sorrowfully " aku sedih la..aku dapat 2 hari ni utk concluding chem ari tu..yg aku study bagai nak rak tu.." Yet he said it so matter-of-factly…and I suddenly feel ashamed of myself
This guy already failed his test, and he faced it super-coolly..
and me,..I was only being threaten…and I made waffles…
"Aku sedih la..concluding aku dapat 2.." - kata Raja dgn rileknya
And by the end of the evening. I received an sms from my friend..
"tau tak? bapak nad kene cancer colon..sama2 la kita doakan"
and when I asked nad about her father, she answered it so calmly..
and again I ashamed of myself
There’s people whom father is going to be operated, and in spite of that..she didnt explode up..
me? ..I was asked to sing..and I made waffles….
This picture was taken in a fast-food restaurant here, equivaling to KFC in Malaysia (minus the sour-faced waiter, the hours-long duration to wait for your FAST FOOD to arrive,and the eternally unavailable item although it is being displayed on the menu panels)
Just a day before, there’s a big hurricane, and somehow, it smashed off the glass from this door…thats the story of the waiter there..
somehow it cannot escape my imagination, that a guy, irritated with the joint’s service, decide to ram the door with his head, and voila, no more tears!!!
This picture was taken several weeks ago..
I mean, in a country where satelitte TV isnt accessible to everyone, we dont have any other choices rather than to freeze our ass off going to ridiculously-expensive sports cafe just to immerse ourselves into the joy of Arsenal vs ……um, I x remember (I;m not a fan really)
so, ok ..we dont mind paying for the bill (a bottle of pepsi is sold for RM 10 here !!), I mean, its not like we have any other choice..
But what irritate me the most, is the incidence that happened last three days…not to me however
a bunch of my friends went there to watch ………..vs………….. (again, I x remember), but there’s this arrogant guard who thought that we can’t afford to go there, and while we’re one of the regular customer there, that night, we were insulted by him when he denied us from coming inside..
and thats not all, while my friends were standing OUTSIDE the premise, discussing where to go in the freezing weather, this guard came out and ’shooed’ them!! He "shooed" them!!! What , did he think we’re some kinda a sheep to be "shooed"???
Its good that all of my friends are kind-hearted, and they leave the premises without making any trouble..
The only thing the guard didnt realise, is that…they leave the premises forever
p/s: some of my friends are working on to get a satelitte-TV subscription..Its hard as hell, due to the fact that we’re foreigners,but that’s another story…
17th February 2005
5.00 p.m.
temp : - 24
Thats how we describe the Russian long winter matter-of-factly..but number and facts cant give u the picture how the cold bit your ear and face…
And, uh..I should’ve been wearing a snowcap that day..I just took it off when we took the picture..why? uh, last time my friend told me I look better without ‘em (kidding)
Hmm..this picture was taken from the cover page of Path Anat Manual
I mean, I know english isnt a mother-tongue here…but, to put an "ass" in front of your name, ooo…that’s mean
