.:a sUdDeN sLiP:.

Ok..so start2 kelas jer ari ni aku bengang betul.
Ada ke patut, semata2 sebab nak mudahkan kerja dia, cikgu2 ruski tu suruh group kitorang nyanyi lagu yg cam budak2 tu..ONCE AGAIN!! aa…….tak sanggup aku tergedik2 atas pentas lagi..c’mon la..dah tua tau tak..!!

Classmate aku yg pasrah disuruh menyanyi dan menari tergedik2 di atas pentas..

So, bila kitorang cakap tanak..cikgu pun mula menunjukkan pe’el nya..here are some quotations:

One:
"Ne kto ne sprasil esli vi khatite ili net, ob etom mi uzhe reshili - No one asked u whether u would like to do it or not. We already decided that for u" - IN WHAT FUCKING COMMUNIST COUNTRY I AM LIVING IN??!!!

Two:
"Esli vi ne khatite pmogat nam’..kharasho..u vsekh est prava…no esli est takaya sluchaino, kagda vam nuzhni nas pamoch, na premer na ekzamen, i mi pakazhem nash  kharakter..nu..panimaete da - If you dont want to help us, then fine..Everyone have their own right..but if it will come to a situation,where you might need our help, for example in exam, and we decided to "show u our character" ..then I suppose you would understand - OK, AND NOW I WAS THREATEN (SPECIFICALLY MY EXAM RESULT)…FOR DISAGREEING TO SING SOME STUPID FOLK SONGS???!!! ARE U OUT OF YOUR MIND OLD LADY?? I SUGGEST U TAKE YOUR OLD-HAGGING-TO-THE-FLOOR-ASS UP TO THE STAGE..AND TRY TO SHAKE THEM WHILE SINGING "UMARILAS! UMARILAS!!" Then we’ll see "your true character"..
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so I was so hot ..that once I return to the hostel, I went straight to the kitchen and start making Belgian waffles (oh..that’s me..I think  its more useful to do something constructive with our anger than get drunk somewhere like this russian people "character"..whatever..)
I’m so damn angry, I made enough waffles for 20+ people
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The ending of the story is quite a paradox..

while I was making the waffle, Raja came to me, and said..sorrowfully " aku sedih la..aku dapat 2 hari ni utk concluding chem ari tu..yg aku study bagai nak rak tu.." Yet he said it so matter-of-factly…and I suddenly feel ashamed of myself
This guy already failed his test, and he faced it super-coolly..
and me,..I was only being threaten…and I made waffles…

"Aku sedih la..concluding aku dapat 2.." - kata Raja dgn rileknya

And by the end of the evening. I received an sms from my friend..
"tau tak? bapak nad kene cancer colon..sama2 la kita doakan"
and when I asked nad about her father, she answered it so calmly..
and again I ashamed of myself
There’s people whom father is going to be operated, and in spite of that..she didnt explode up..

me? ..I was asked to sing..and I made waffles….

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