Pics,best friend,travel,and self-entertaining..
My new and improved (and more decent) workstation!!
My new bedside!!
Around the europe in 6 years!! (Uh berlin n prague baru tampal tiket..sbb belum pegi lagi..tunggu bulan 6 nnti)
My best friend pics.sum1 I can call whenever I feel bad..hehe
It was sunday,7.00 a.m. 8/4/2006..Dunno why but I couldnt sleep past 8 a.m. after the subuh prayer (that is sooooo not me!!) I woke up..had a quick shower (15 minutes) and while waiting for the usrah at 10 a.m…I made up my bed, rearrange the room (this room can really use that even once a week) and tara!!! my dazzling room with 2 of my roomates still sleeping, undisturbly although I close and open the door thousands of times..
And..still not feeling exhausted, I’m sitting on my bed..facing my workstation.After 30 secs of doing nothing, I start messing around my old stuff, and found some of my pics during my travel to France..and a world map..bling!!! the idea came thru..and for the next several hours, I gathered all my pics and started messing them around my bed, put them up on my wall…and create the hand-made label using left-over papers from Azzad’s photostat machines.
Thats about the process…the result? well u can see from the pics above
Now, discussion of the result (cam wat skema pathphysio la pulak)
Well, the 1st n 2nd picture..described my present state..as according to yat..is having the SYMPTOM OF SE (SELF-Entertaining)..sort of, orang bosan yg tak tau nak wat pe..and then they end up doing useless thing (hey!! this is constructive, ok??)Well, 80% he is correct, but the other 20% , I just think its nice to have pics on my bedside wall..so whenever I woke up during the night (as always I did) I dont have to glance upon the MU flag with the red-devil, instead to the pics of my beloved friends and the nice time we had in Spain n France n my mom and sis up there on my head…
as for the self-entertaining thing..well, sometimes I need that , especially when no one would entertain u, and when there’s no one around to be entertained..I call it "the time for myself" 
now the 3rd pics..well,while most of you saw it not more than the usual travel-around-europe pics..for me it have a lot more profound meaning..It talks about dreams, hope, faith and friendship..dreams coz I always dream to travel (well, my family doesnt travel a lot, we never had an all-family vacation until now, the last holiday I had was when I’m still in primary school, and without the presence of my bro).I never even put my foot in Pahang, Terengganu, S’pore n Thai!!.so, I start hoping that I could travel to all the place, get to know more people. and before I died, I would see the other side of the world,esp those unknown to me (during this age, I dont even know the USSR existed, and of course Soviet union isnt in my wish list
Then I started reading a book, yes that one u heard during the tazkirah..about the power of mind..I practiced it a long time ago…I put all my faith that one day, God-permissing I would be able to travel out..I bought postcard, surf internet about this places..and when my friend set his foot in France, I know the travel would not only be my hope, but one that would strengthen our friendship as well..Each day, the thought of travelling get accross my mind for some seconds (was this is what they called as "doa lintasan hati"?)…and as sincere as it could be, I wish I can set my foot in France just to see my friend…and eventually, it happened…it really happened !!!! All the 4 things I wish for, all happened in one and the same time..It likes hari raya + all the celebration in the world + family + friends around!!!!
bout the 4th pic…well to those still in the dark, this is my eternal-best friend…His full name "Mohd Zambrie bin MAt Akhir"..I called him zambrie/zam..u can call him zambrie too…his mother called him "Am"…his ayang called him "sayang" kot…his other friends called him with various name…but he called himself "Bin"…his friendster? "Karim"..dunno where that one came from..Well, until how he’s one of my few friends in our sorority group that I still keep in touch with…he’s kind enough to be a good-listener, but aggressive enough to show u the way out of u’r hellish problems…all over all, he’s kinda guy girls would wish for..the only thing girls, he’s already owned..and u had to cross over his girl’s dead body before even thinking of sending random sms to him…I mean. c’mon…his girl would just be too stupid to disowned him (aiseh, sori Zam,..terlebih sgt tak ni..chill ar..MM kan
He’s the one I can call whenever I feel bad..and when I say whenever..I meant it literally..when u cant reach him, u can leave a voice msg, and he’d leave u a voice msg too..uh, IM isnt his thing..except with that "special someone" in Msia..eheheh..but overall, I felt really good just to know he’s alive somewhere in France, leading a good life, and once in a while will drop me an email simply to say hi..
hmm..people say "pictures worth a thousand word"…now, start counting my pics, and times it with thousand…yup..thats how much I want to write here..the only thing is, I ran out of time :)…
p/s: glad that I could share this with all of u..and uh, yup, this blog is kinda self-entertaining too
